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Sometimes I think about some of the previous dates I have been on. I can only blame myself for this but I have grown to like it. All of my first serious relationships have been with women with large chests. It's not that I was looking for that since most of the blind dates I was set up on happened to be that way. Well one thing leads to another and now I have grown to like that in a woman.

And no I don't talk to their chests, I talk them straight in the eye or look at other parts of their body since I know there is more to a woman that just her chest size. I think that if I had to start all over I would have probably chosen to date more of a mix if I had known. But what can I say. I am older now and love it when a women rubs up close on me with those things. And if I am slow dancing don't expect me to walk away from the dance floor anytime soon. LOL

These are just some thoughts of the day, and more will come out over time as I think about Love and Romance.

There is more to love than just it being one way, and that is how it has been for me on the last two relationships. I have tried to give love but the woman just won't return it in kind, and then when asked about it, they say they don't have any feelings for me but don't tell me to get lost either. What a shame.

Who doesn't think about it.

Ok I know I like this and it doesn't have anything to do with having a pee hard-on in the morning. Most women hate doing the nasty in the morning for some reason. Why is that.

I guess when you've been living on your own with no real Girlfriend living with you, you end up having some really interesting dreams.

I won't go into the details of it but I can tell you I was almost smoothered by a really nice pair. Too bad it was only a dream. LOL

Well, back to the real world. All work and no play. Well, maybe a little play.

I have feelings. These feelings run deep for my children. I have feelings that run deep for Shannon.

Since Shannon decided to end our relationship I have been trying to deal with my emotions. It is hard. and I know I will get over it over time. But one thing I have found out is that if I can talk about my feelings openly, it helps me release anger, depression, and bitterness instead of just bottling them up inside me.

I am a father and will always be a father to my children. To this end I will stay true and they will see it over time. Joshua and Joanna, your my guiding light. :)

Just thought I had to write this down.

Seems that my ex is playing a dangerous game now. She thinks it is good to pit my parents against me by telling them things that aren't true.

I just don't get things. She broke off the relationship with me and was the one that tore my heart out. Now she feels that she needs to start a battle over who is better for the kids thing. It is a two way street here for both of us. I see my children when I can and am cordual about the whole thing and the time I will spend with them. But it seems that she has taken a path that wants to put mistrust into the childrens eyes about me supporting them from the standpoint of a Live-Away-Dad.

I will call her and see what is up, but I know one thing, I will not allow my children to be seperated from me with that type of talk with her sending my parents or anyone emails like she did. Needless to say that my parents knew some of it was lies, because they were with me on one of the dates she said I hadn't been there.

Well, back to the grind of the daily routine.

I love my children Joushua and Joanna. I miss my children dearly.