Sooo... I worked hard all weekend along with Tech Support from Microsoft and third party tech support. We got the exchange server back up and it is processing mail, has email from August. We have some projects working to try to get data from the corrupted database, but that will take a few more days. I also got email from the last month to send back to the server with the help from our spam filtering company.
You may say that we are making progress.. I agree, but some people think that it is important to BELITTLE US every chance they get. Telling how useless we are, how stupid we are, how could we not think of this, or that, and not to call people in the middle of the night to tell them not to do something, or to do something, when we have been working with just 3 hours sleep a night. And then again once some other information comes out, we are then BELITTLED so much that we act like cornered RATS, Fighting for our lives to get out, except that we don't start throwing punches. We take it for a little bit and then snap when it becomes too exaggerated, and it is to the point of either I stop this now of I walk out of the office so I don't have to listen to the constant BELITTLING. Here is what they look like when they are thinking they are trying to motivate us. Not really this person but basically when they are this mad, you sortta wonder, why am I sitting here taking this.
Yes there was a Critical Crash, Yes in Hindsight we could have done things, but we just didn't for one reason or another, or we just didn't know. Many of the other Staff have sent nothing but Thank You's for our efforts and can see that we are working on little or no sleep. I Thank those people who encourage me to go on working on this issue. I do not thank those individuals that think belittling people is the way to encourage them to do better.
You can tell I am mad, I am mad that there are people in this world that are just concerned about how they look to one personl not the greater department. And no I am not afraid to post this here. I am just writing out my frustrations with trying to do a job and getting slammed in the face with nothing but hate. A little positives go along way to help people strive to do better. Just like writing an email telling people that there is still hope of recovering more email. It Brings Hope.
To all my friends that read this. I am not a bitter person, I think you know that. I am straight forward and calm but if you push me to far I will snap and lash back at those who disrespect me. ROAR!!!!!! LOL
Have fun everyday. Just take the time to sit back and relax and enjoy something simple. It does wonders for you attitude. And thus I say to you. I am listening to some Hawiian Music, and it is making me think of a wonderful place on a tropical beach. Ahhh the wonders of a good imagination.
Now go out and have fun.
